Name:benJAMMIN Country:United States State:Michigan Metro:Ann Arbor Gender:Male
Interests:GOD
video games,music that doesnt sucK(probably the stuff YOU HATE)
honey,
Tea
NOT tea and honey
McDonalds, (ok, NOW im just rambling)
hugs,
kisses,
NOT drinking,
NOT drugs,
NOT pot,
NOT sex,
NOT wearing hot-pants,
NOT cutting my self, oh and
Invader ZIM!!! HOOO-AH!!!!
Expertise:filmmaking, comedic actions, comedic filmmaking actions, the filming of comedic actions during comedic filmmaking, gaming, Filming of comedic action films with comedic filmmaking actions like filmmaking, gaming. Occupation:Education/training Industry:Entertainment
I actually saw some friends tonight that I haven't seen for about half a year, some people more. I realized a friendship can't die if both people are willing to hold on. I was talking to Steve about when I see people, i can feel almost a ball of energy between us. Sometimes it's huge, like with Steve, Gregg, or Geoff. Some people are really far away, but i can still feel it. Really strong. Some people i see frequently or even not as much. and it almost feels like there's nothing there. like a tiny matchstick ready to go out. That's one of the worst feelings. I saw someone a while back that I miss very much, and it felt like they had moved on. It's hard for me to move on like that.
Some people I'm worried about that i saw tonight. Some people I saw I was reassured that the love had not gone, and it was I that had lost it. I was surprised. I was happy to see Lizzi tonight. I'm glad there's still love there. Mark felt a bit far off, though. So did Krysten. Actually, her brother seemed closer.
I GOTTA go see Lizzi and Mark this FEB
All this talk about people I saw, and none of people I don't. Well, every time i talk to Katie(yes YOU) I'm reminded of how a long distance relationship(not spousal, I mean friendy) can work. I guess for some, absence makes the heart grow fonder.("fonder" doesn't look right for some reason) Alyson And I have stayed in contact since she left about this time last year. I would say she's one o my bestest friends, like Katie. Just goes to show how God's love can pour outta the internets like anything else.
BTW I hope everyone had a good new year and that you all got smooches! or at least thought about it.
Consider it a sheer gift, my friends, when tests and challenges come at you from all sides. You know that under pressure, your faith and life are forced into the open and show their true colors. So don't try to get out of anything prematurely. Let it do its work so you may become mature and well-developed, not missing a thing.
I never knew my biological parents. They said my father walked out, and
that my mom had to put me in a foster home, where my REAL parents got
me and my sis. I think its very awesome that some moms take it upon
them selves to raise kids single. Then, later on, my parents got
divorced. My mom raised me a single parent. it kinda sucked.
Linkin Park Lyrics:
With hands held high into a sky so blue
As the ocean opens up to swallow you
I don't know what to take
Thought I was focused but I'm scared
I'm not prepared
I hyperventilate
Looking for help somehow somewhere
And no one cares
